Julie

11:39 am: new relationship
well im in a new relationship with an awesome person.her name is Clara Liliana and shes pretty much the best thing thats happend to me in 07.shes so wonderful and very thoughtful.we met at a club and hit it off right away.i absolutly love every second spent with her and love the dates we go on.our first official date was to the movie tavern.um shes come over to hang out alot which is cool bc my cousin loves her.we just hang out and watch movies.lets see wat else..this past friday we went to narahs cafe to smoke some hookah.and we tried some hummus..lol it was good tho!saturday we had a game at randall mills and the boys did great.we won 10-0!!!we went over to jessika & hivos casa for santanas bday and she came over with us and we got toooooooo tooooo drunk.ha.god that was horrible.she stayd over n well we were drunk.sunday was amazin wakin up next to her.it was such a great feeling.we lounged around for a while,went to walmart to get her some stuff to shower,then we went to gay town with her best friends brenda&virginia to the pride parade,and then to the park.both very very fun.i had a blast.after the park we went to hang out at havanas & i had a couple beers there with brenda.we came home,had some beers n crashed out at about 5 lol.i have the best time with her.monday i got to wake up in her arms again which was great!i made her breakfast and we layed down n watched Rock of Love...and Lacy is gone!lol...sorry we LOVE JES!!!so then yesterday we discussed yesterday that we need to take things slower in this relationship...and last night it felt as if i were talkin to a stranger...and today it feels the same way..

04:18 pm: wow
so its been another year since ive last been on
and now LJ has turned into a myspace type deal.
im in arlington with charlene and were going to the club tonight.
that pic makes me laugh..that was 4 years ago i think at least!
well im on myspace alot more then LJ so add me
myspace.com/hollywoodjulz

peace

11:10 am: a year
its been a year since ive been on holy crap what is that??? since then my godson aden is now a year old..last time i wrote he was only a month...since then..i dated brandon..joel..had tha thing with hugh..me and jasmin arent bff anymore.i got a job at whataburger.my parents own a business my aunt had another baby. alot alot...um im talking to walker but were doin the friend thing for now..since hes in alabama..but ya thats pretty much it and im about to be a senior..crazy..this is my new life..updated.lol.

06:22 pm: friggin rad me
school sucks.my godson just turned a month old.i missed the show last night.i love hugh.hughs mad at me.acceptance and waking ashland on tuesday but at different venues.my hair looks like crap.my cell is shut off(temp).no job has called me.i miss amanda.THIS IS MY LIFE!!!!

05:28 pm: new phone....yah!!!
so i got a new phone with mommmys income tax.its great.so holla bitches....846-7663....
man this past weekend was aewsome kueena came down and my cousin charlene and her big head girlfriend.....yes girlfriend came for arlington. so i got stuck with the kids but it all evend out....a 6pk for each kid.heck yea. joe,leonard and adrian came to my aunts house and we got so fucked up.inSANE. but yah fun fun fun! then i went on a shopping spree with the money mom got...i love this income tax thing why cant it b all year around.poor koda he's sick.aww that damn snow is fucking him up...us texans arent use to that.lol. all hick "us texans".ha ha.well im out.holla! -julz

07:45 pm: @ the library...yea i said it!
its been a while....so updates.
i fucked up my phone by dropping it in the toilet
im really frustrated with skool and grades
i miss koda more than ever and
i need to get away!

why are things so difficult god!!!!!!!!!!

im loosing it......

01:15 pm: im sad
im sad and i dont know whut to say! im ready to leave..blah! im sad i have no one...koda is too far i want to stop things but i cant and im confused.im sad.

12:51 pm: content weekend
this weekend was very...very chill. friday i stayed home my mom was getting cruck b/c i failed 1 class..oh wow big deal when dont i?but then i explained how half the ppl in ms.barnetts class failed! so she chilled and we went shopping! saturday again i stayed home feeling rather ill and missing someone all day :cough,cough: koda! sunday i went to the poteet flea market with my aunt marie and cousin aliyah,then to mervyns.this weekend is the wedding so were leaving friday and coming back monday.im hoping to spend sunday in eldorado with my brother from another mother sammy and my cousin selina. speaking of selina...HAPPY 18th BDAY! now u can buy ur own ciggs!ha ha!koda was on duty yesterday and so we really didnt get to talk.he texted me appologizing for not being able to call and that he was going to make a better effort to talk to me more today! hes great,but appologizes way too much for things i know he cant help like being on duty all day! its cool. todays been ok so far i just want to hear his voice today...i miss him. i cant wait till spring break...thats when ill c him again! thats a long time...tears! ahhhhhh! ok im stoping now! jenell and julio look so cute together.shes awesome and i dont know why that ass hole matt couldnt see that...he had to fuck it up and cheat on her.she doesnt deserve any of that bull!
koda <3 julie

12:20 pm: KODA!!!!!!!!!!
Koda is so amazingly awesome! Im sooooo glad I met him...who'd of thought Id meet a guy from Eldorado. It sucks so bad that hes so far away....but yet it feels like hes close. i hear his voice everyday,all the new drama thats going on in the navy..ha ha the navy!. wow its awesome.im going to try so hard not to screw this one up,hes just a sweetheart and i want things to stay as good as they are now, hopefully better.His hours suck he goes to school from 3:30 to 1a.m. so i have to wake up in order to hear his voice! but in the end im satisfied!its cute though he calls b4 i go to school b4 he goes to school and when he gets out! its awesome! ok enough about Koda. Im starting to feels Amandas longing for JoeAlex. I feel the same way but I told her at least JoeAlex is within driving distance! I had a shirt made for my buddy Raul...its awesome! I cant wait for him to see it!Jasmins lip looks so rad.lol. i said rad. but yeah. im out 4 now.so holla!
koda <3 julz

12:18 pm: such an awesome break!
This past break was the best ive ever had! christmas was so much fun.i spent the whole break in Eldorado.I met sum hotties.one inparticular.....KODA!!! the only thing that sucks is that hes in the navy and is currently stationed in N.Chicago.I miss him already!we've talked everyday but its not the same!~ Speaking of navy my cuzin jose will b coming home thursday he was hurt and is getting honorable discharge for 18months. new years was awesome! selinas bar had its first annual new years party....BLACK WIDOWS! we had 15bottles and 2 kegs!! fun fun fun!!! i want to go back!! me and my "brother from another mother" (sammy) got really close it was fun! hes on varsity basketball so i went to a few of his games! i talked to raul alot too.hes great! i got a shirt made 4 him on the front it says "disgrace in a hero" and onthe back it says Raul with a star under it.ok well this enrty is long and im not even half way donw with details from eldorado!
i <3 the navy! lol.
koda lozano <3 julie gauna

09:50 am: Stupid Mid-Terms!
Man...Im so tired of these mid-terms..most were easy. but oh well. Oh yah so me and my ex from 4years ago are talking again...kinda random huh...whoo i think its funny how he's tryin to holla.man i think im gonna miss C.C. she was so awesome, and everyone loved her class...duh who wouldnt miss a slack off class! the awesome thing is she passed everyone even though we didnt do anything!lol!
oh man oh man..i found out my oldest aunt is pregnant and its her first kid at 39 years old.the whole family is so excited but yet still in soooooo much shock...damn i swear i cried b/c of the shock i was so confused and just speechless! crazy!

12:50 pm: no more....
hmm i like how my pixx no longer show up on anything! saturday was fun..... "julies a gangsta" stupid viviane! hey seab is it still green?? stupid raul and joealex never showed up on saturday...i just didnt want the whole band there i mean c'mon im sorry but Joey is so unbelievibly annoying! get off this! i cant wait to go to Eldorado for christmas...holla! yah so dont u hate when ur "friends" call ur bf.....duh..... i say they should b minding thier own buisness and back off ur man...or we might have to go off again..::andria,cough,cough::... HA HA! aww i love u duh.. i got u! Krushin uhhh SE7EN...code name...or SANE..lol. <3julie

01:12 pm:
how is everyone? im godd..sore..but good.
i talked to raul last night..it was great!
he was all "u made me sad,u didnt say bye or evn give em a hug when u left the show".
que cute. :)

08:33 am: duh and joealex

AWWWW this is JOEALEX and DUH.....i love this pic its fuckin bad..cuz i took it! hollla...EMERY!!

05:04 am: whooooo ok this is the last one i promise!

04:53 am:
this is raul....nice huh..yah i know..whoo im liking him..he is so sweet and omg just someone id love to just chill with!!! que cute. i cant wait to c him at the show!
heres the band...watch out!
my love.....then, Louis Macias

02:39 am: JoeAlex and the guys
me and duh went to joealexs casa..oh my lord it was so fun.the band practiced and thier pretty good! Raul and Jarvis are are pretty cool. im glad i met them,theier really the type i would chill with. im talking to raul right now. oh but yah thier going to the show..bad ass. im so excited to see EMERY..omg! its gonna be awesome! well it 3:38 and im getting tired. <3julz

12:03 pm: MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Well today is my 16th!! Jasmin brought me 5 huge daisies.Thiere beautiful...Thanks Tart! I love you! 

ELDORADO was so effing awesome! We got so drunk,every day at that!My cousins are awesome, i think i love Eldorado more than Sonora,maybe bc thieres more family! it was great..i took tons of pictures!

03:57 pm: In the big town of eldorado...

Well im here in sonora with Queena. Selinas on her way to pick me up...PARTY!!!!!! Hopefully I'll meet some one up here besides Pedro. My mom's on her way to Dallas to the Cowboys and Bears Thanksgiving game...nice right,going without me. Friday Me and Jasmin went to Chris Madrids for Nathans 17th birthday...omg ok so we met his g/f Tori..shes so nice.but then ive had a crush on Nathan but oh well. Ok well  Im out not much to say so bye!

                                                <3Julie

12:14 pm: SINGLE.......

The Break Up:Well its over. We both decided that things werent the same! We both enjoy eachothers company frindship wise rather than couple wise.Im ok. I cried but I realized that half of it was my fault, at first I couldnt even give anyone a reason for why I was with him. I didnt have those type of feelings for him that a girlfriend should have! I mean I do have feelings for him now b/c of a certain reason but those feelings arent strong what so ever.Maybe later they will be but as of right now there not. I care about him and I know that all these feelings are the same things he's feeling! Were both ok about going back to the way things were..friends. We talked last night like nothing ever happend, except Im use to being called "babe" or "baby" and last night it was just "Julie". Oct 27- Nov 17. (3wks).

I got my pictures back form the party.Thier great. Some are hilarious! I love it! I met Duh's b/f JoeAlex.....hottie.Major props Duh!Holla!

By the way Happy 18th B-day JoeAlex!